Can’t focus!
i can’t focus on anything and it’s ruining everything !!!!!
I Just Feel So Fustrated
I’m a 10 year old girl and I’m 5 ft.2 weigh almost 160 pounds and still wet on my bed so all of you who think your life is worst then mine don’t try to commit suuicide or hurt your self I’m still thankful for everything I have and every one who surrounds me (even [..more..]
Failures. I want to die.
Every single thing I try, I fail at. Everything. From ballet to piano to school. Big fat f***ing fail. It hurts so bad just to watch myself fall apart like this when I have no control. Physics. Math. Everything. I feel so hopeless. All of my teachers do not care about me and the personal [..more..]
Nervous!
So i have a oral exam tomorrow and i am really nervous. I know it’s not a big thing, but i get so nervous, like someone is about to die !!! I can’t help it! It’s really annoying because it makes me forget everything and i start mumbling the words!!! I just want it to [..more..]
I dont understand
i dont know if ive upset you, i dont know what to do, i dont want to lose you so i get jealous, i hate that b**** you always talk to that you call your ‘best friend’, i AM JUST SO CONFUSED AND IN LOVE, IT IS RIDICULOUS.
That little voice inside my head
Keeps going on at me. “You are no where near good enough to do the job you love” “Your playing and singing are nowhere near up to a good standard” “It doesn´t matter when people compliment you, you can hear it, its terrible, listen to your voice, its damn awful” sigh
januay the seventh twenty thirteen
today up early the mice kept running all through the house climbing on things scaring me making me scared to sleep and I am tired I would ask for today to be happy but yeah the redskins lost sad about that I thought we had a chance for once but they tried they best and [..more..]
life is just a blank
YOu know i really don’t know what i want, nor what emotions are running through me sometimes i feel like i have no emotions and my mind is just a blank, i can’t tell if am simple minded or think deep into things, i don’t think i have my own opinion since i just agree [..more..]
I wish
I wish I was the “hott” girlfriend. The one that when you get introduced to your boyfriends friends they high five him. Or maybe I just wish my boyfriend was more in to me, or maybe at least showed more interest in me, or at least respected me enough to not talk about how good [..more..]
Just sick of life
I am being bullied. Definition of being bullied:physical. Not always, it’s gotten physical before. I don’t have any friends, my grades are horrible, girls are cutting themselves. After threatening to kill myself three times I was driven to a mental hospital. I go to a small private catholic school. Where are God’s children…? I don’t [..more..]