why..?…am I ugly ?
confidence have been hunting me all my life….it started from be being bulled as a child….this affected my personality all the way througth growing up…am 20 years old…I have learned never to expect anything from anyone..dont ask anyone for anything..no body will care for you…be self independent Another thing I have been struggling with..is being [..more..]
S***
I had sex with this friend of mine & now she’s telling me she’s pregnant. not too sure what to do? I wanna stick around believe me I do but if I told my parents we’d have to move like what happened to my sister. Her family would disown her. Wtf are we suppose to [..more..]
Hardest decision of my young life.
Im a dancer. You know the one one with the vertical pole? yea thats me…i been working for about four years and from what everybody says is im damn good. I dont think im at my best and full potential so…..back on subject i also have this boyfriend ive been dating for a little over [..more..]
w/s
f***ing hate my family!! i honestly dont know how much longer i can go on dealing with this bulls***. i need to get out of here
f*** this
i count on a daily basis. apparently its suppose to help with anger problems which is something i get from my dad although he means nothing to me. easy to write yet hard to tell others why. my mom shes heading that way too but yet for some reason things turn around because i have [..more..]
Feeling Lonely
Sometimes I feel as if I’m always lonely. No matter where I am; at school, at home; at the mall, basically anywhere. It’s like I have nobody to be there for me. There’s really no one i have to express how i feel, to help me through problems. Sometimes, when I look around, I see [..more..]
life sucks.
i fell inlove with my bestfriend , in the 5th grade , we got together in the summer of 5th grade , then we broke up 7th grade year, we thought it was best for , we still talk as bestfriends, were now in 9th grade , were bestfriends he told me he still loves [..more..]
Trapped In A World
I cannot move on because I keep living in the past. So much has happened to me. My mother died when I was very young. My father remarried this horrible woman. I know, it sounds like Cinderella. Except in this case I do not have step sisters. Or a fairy godmother or prince. In fact, [..more..]
Confused >_<
My Best Friend is an amazing person, but he also is a jerk. A few weeks ago he cheated on my best friend. So when she found out she posted it everywhere. He got a lot of hate from everyone. I was one of those people he got hate from. I realized that it was [..more..]
Here and now
Looking at the pictures brings back all the memories… Wish I could go back and take my chance…. I miss you.