01-11-11(5:52:10)

saw you yesterday and yes you saw me but you chose to look the other way… I want so much to walk away and forget you but its just no that easy and for the life of me I dont know why I just cant do it…………..how do I do it…. Its not like your [..more..]

02-08-11(15:35:23)

The past is the past and I must live in the present, without you. You just don’t want me and there’s nothing I can do about it. I f***ing love you Hibou, enough to let you go.

to who i write this i do not know…

to who i write this i do not know, mostly because im not sure what to believe within my own spirituality. but i pose a question. why did all the selfish people get what they wanted. why did i not get such small mundane thing i have asked for. i have asked of you only [..more..]

You lied to me…I dont even know how to feel right now…maybe you didnt know…but then again maybe you did…but the sad thing is I cant even tell you whats really going on in fear of you just completely blaming me…so I will hush but its hard to go back to the old me when [..more..]

@296- Your heart is as beautiful as your dreams. With a goal like that I’m pretty sure God is with you all the way. I never knew a person so passionate about children. I hope all your dreams come true. As for your true love He will come soon. As soon as you’re ready.:) Good [..more..]

My Dearest Carly…

My Dearest Carly, It’s amazing how we’ve only been apart a few hours and already if feels like days. I guess with life being so busy we don’t often get the chance to really think about what we have. It’s ironic that what made me start thinking about this is the movie Shrek3. Perhaps there’s [..more..]