30-11-11(3:49:50)
yeah, im a f*** up. thats what i am. ill never deny it. tomorrow my dads gonna find out that i have been skipping school to get high just so i can forget about what a f***ed up life i live. hes gonna call me a f*** up and tell me to get out. well [..more..]
13-11-11(6:10:30)
We make eye contact sometimes. We’ve talked a little. Hi’s and hello’s, because we’re both friendly. I just want you to know, I’m strong…..I’m strong, and, I’m also weak. I pretend, I don’t like you, and walk past you in the hallways like you’re nothing. Sadly, Zach. You,are, not, NOTHING, to me. You’re everything. Mabye [..more..]
23-10-11(23:05:30)
These are my goals for the future: – Stop trying to deprive myself of sleep. Go to sleep, now, to wake up nice and late tomorrow. No alarms this time. – Do something worthwhile. Start with what I need to get done, so I can enjoy the rest of the holday. – Not hurt myself. [..more..]
18-10-11(11:35:10)
I messaged you tonight thinking that yet again i would not hear back….it started with me saying hey then 5 mins later you replied hay u wat u doing…. i said at touch footy….you? you said the place where you stay when you come up here to work…. that excited me as then i knew [..more..]
21-09-11(17:34:00)
i couldn’t find a place to write or to talk i can’t breath and i can’t even cry and i can’t talk to this to anyone i’m not good to talking to people and expressing my fellings like when i wanna cry i say tomorrow when i’m going to talk to my bf about this [..more..]
11-08-11(7:50:38)
wow.. you really are writing a lot and everything!! I feel the same way honestly why the hell else would I want to be your friend so bad!! just being close to you makes me feel okay! i have a friend! someone i love and cherish next to me and shes mine! my friend! she [..more..]
05-08-11(6:07:48)
What if its you….. I keep asking myself these words but I never get an answer…. What if I have lost the chance that you threw out to me….. I will never know what you had on your mind that day that you met me under the bridge…. all because I had someone else with [..more..]
4 years tomorrow since i met you and i have only one regret….. your there and i am here that makes one of us in the wrong place…………….
Hi, I’m Lilith, and tonight I want to write about my feelings. I don’t like to show people, what I feel, when I’m sad. But now I’m very dissapeared and I just want him yo call me tomorrow. I want to understand, what I feel, I don’t know do I love him or not?! But [..more..]
Today… I am having an odd day. My life has been just horrible since december. I wish I was anywhere but home. I wish I had enough money to pursue my dreams and continue school. Tomorrow… I am starting my new ‘lifestyle’ so I can concentrate on something besides not being in school this semester. [..more..]