cbhkhbckdhbnkj STRESS
i constantly stress and worry about my revision, i feel as if every hour of every day needs to be spent doing revision notes or learning them. however even if i spend like 10 hours dragging it out it is not always as productive as 3 hours the next day. i stress about everything in [..more..]
Depressed
im 15 in graduation year I hate my life. real lot. too much stress. i have nervous breakdowns every other day. i hate my family they make me really mad without intending to. im self consciousness alot I care about what others think of me. I hate it when anyone hurts me. I hide some [..more..]
BIG FAT FAIL
I am the kind of person that wants good grades but does not want to have to study because I lose all patience. I have nightmares about school. I sweat about it. My stomach literally gets sick about it. I get to the point where I actually throw up due to the stress sometimes. I [..more..]
School Literally Kills Me
I used to love school but now it is giving me so much stress. I am in the tenth grade. Sometimes I get so nervous that I throw up. I hate school for various reasons. Please listen, because I would love so help and advice. The first thing is waking up in the morning. I [..more..]
Almost
I am so close to falling off the edge. I’m not sure how much more I can take. I try and try and try, but it just doesn’t seem to be enough. What am I doing?! I don’t want to keep living like this…With this stress and worry about what will happen… I want to [..more..]
School Is Not Cool
I used to love school. But now… I don’t even want to think about it. Junior High was really hard to get through, and now High School is even worse. The teachers are strict, the other students are rude and judgmental, and you are going through a ton of stress with homework and tests. I [..more..]
Im a lesbian Just Kidding
I sometimes wonder dose she evan understand what she is doing? Dose she evan know because of her i have to hold back my tears, an force myself to smile. Just to try an pretend that yeah i love my mom she is so nice and caring. Its nothing evan close to that as soon [..more..]
Homeschool, NOPE JUST KIDDING!! STRESS SCHOOL!
I had a meeting with my (cough*very useless*cough) guidance consoler this morning and my mom. I asked her about options for either homeschooling or taking just Pre-Calculus online/through private school/whatever so that I would have more time to learn the material, because math causes me lots of anxiety. She basically gave me no information. She [..more..]
Abused by you.
B**** you NEED ME. That’s why you always come back. But this time stay the f*** away from me, I hate you. You make me f***ing sick, I’m literately throwing up all your bulls***. I’m f***ing inhaling all YOUR stress into my lungs. I can smell all your lies & sorry’s from your ass. It [..more..]
huh pt2
and sometimes i just realize i’m in heaven….this tiredness, this stress, this hate, its all for me its my life i love it