Bloody tears, pain filled years, and finally free as in no more fears.
At first it hurt, and it hurt a lot. I cried for a while, a long while, but I finally recovered. I realzied she didn’t really care about my wellbeing a while back. She only cared for what she thought she could make me into, not what I actually was. I was fine with that [..more..]
i feel weird
i feel like there is nothing to do in life. i feel bored. it’s very strange, there is no way to describe it. i go from being happy to this in a short period of time. i sometimes feel like running something across my skin. there is no explaintion as to why i feel like [..more..]
23-01-12(2:03:15)
I am fifteen, female, British, and I am lost. I see everyone else’ thoughts and I see their pain, and I wish it were mine. They all talk about the loss of love, the feeling of rejection; whereas I feel what I think can be the worst type of pain… loss of self. I don’t [..more..]
04-11-11(22:23:38)
Confined. I feel like my friends are shoving all their problems on my shoulders and the weight is killing me! They cause so much drama even though they say they hate it, and the stress makes it so that there’s no space for me to breath. They ask for advice, yet if I don’t tell [..more..]
31-08-11(18:57:58)
I used to be really thin; well, not really thin, but more slender than not. My thighs were 19″ wide at the largest section, and my waist was tiny…now my thighs are about 20 and 1/2″ at the widest section; my favorite jeans are a little tight…there used to be a bit of space between [..more..]
23-07-11(16:40:49)
I feel there’s no space for my feelings, my anger, joy, for whole me. It is such a strong habit I feel unable to change that. Help