Fake
Every single day, I have to hide behind this mask. I feel so fake, but I cannot show my emotions. I must be happy all the time. Truth is, behind my smile, I am dying inside. I cannot simply open up my feelings to anyone because I feel like no one on this earth understands. [..more..]
20-03-12(20:12:35)
I hate that we fight i hate that we argue I hate that we cant talk I hate that you hate me Im sorry i cant be like you Im sorry we cant get along Im sorry we argue alot Im sorry you hate me Im sorry mom I love your smile I love you [..more..]
29-02-12(2:00:18)
I dont have many friends. Not cool, so not many friends. It sucks can’t disscuss with people during difficult concepts in school. No one to talk to about the new kid cudi albums. No one to laugh with, and smile with. Stuff like that it sucks
30-10-11(16:11:11)
I wish i could tell everyone in the entire world that they are beautiful. everyone deserves to be called beautiful everyday their smile is the most vaulable thing you could ask for
28-09-11(10:27:32)
well i messaged you again yesterday Tuesday….I asked How you been? What’s happening? you replied I’m good and bugga all….I said well your exciting then…. How long you been with your girlfriend…. I really wanted to ask are you still with her.Thats what I really want to know….you replied…Dont know and Im always excting… I [..more..]
22-09-11(2:58:13)
I feel like your out of my leaugue like you tolerate me and now Im starting to realize it was not meant to be. all I can see is you pissin on my heart as you flirt with other guys I feel it in my heart and it hits me like a fiery dart. I [..more..]
my mum asked me why i dont smile anymore…..
my mum asked me why i dont smile anymore.. i reply i just dont feel like it, inside im saying ive forgotten how…
sitting here re reading my old posts and it brings a smile to my face….. So wish you could read them even just once….. then you would know what I am feeling and how i feel….Would it make a difference to you????? DMF FOREVER xxxx
I used to be a likeable girl…
I used to be a likeable girl, a girl who was full with energy, a girl that never thought about negative things, a girl that used to be.. popular. Who am I? I dont know what to do anymore, I feel worthless and lack of communication. and I realize.. I dont have a life. I [..more..]
Your eyes, your hair, the way you smile and joke around. Your perfect but you shouldn’t be… I definitely shouldn’t be feeling this way about you; you’re a flirt, a player. You pick a girl at the beginning of each night and get with her… why did you have to choose me last night? everyone [..more..]