Angry
I am so angry.. People do whatever they want and say whatever they want to me, and i keep my mouth shut! But inside i wanna yell and scream, that’show angry i am, but i keep it all inside!!!! Why do i always have to keep quite!? Why am i NEVER the one to decide [..more..]
i love you but i dont know why…
its been 5 months now and i want you… i need you …. i love you Nothing has gone right But i know you dont love me too Maybe after all the pain there will be some light i know you like her but i cant seem to stay away I hope shes happy with [..more..]
For all of you, find the sun :)
I feel your pain. I strain your smile. We nod and laugh and pass the while. We hold our bodies tight at night and pray the pain will lose the fight. They listen to our desperate words, pretend they know the meaning of. Reduce our tears to such and such, claiming that we think too [..more..]
Lonely.
I feel like I’m losing people really close to me, and no one understands. But I’ve felt this way for years, and handle by saying nothing and pushing away. I don’t want to get hurt again, and I thought that maybe in you I had finally found someone I can trust. I was wrong, many [..more..]
03-04-12(20:39:01)
So i dance me and my cousins but we dont have a camera that will record so we cant post them on youtube or anything we live in maryland and cant go to California/LA so people can see how good we are. We tryed to go for the scream tour but we notice how hard [..more..]
10-11-11(1:01:44)
Scream. Writhe. Wriggle. I squirm inside my body, my words and feelings screaming in my mind. Speak. To afraid of offending, scaring, confusing, I remain silent. With thoughts yelling soundless in my throat. I scream inside my skin. I wriggle beneath my bones. I fear the worst, for shallow minds cannot hear. I scream. So [..more..]