For god sake
One day id love you wake up and realise all thats happened in the last 5 months was all a horrible dream. that i didnt actually loose that someone. that someone who i cant forget the love of my life. I wish i could just get over you move on, but i cant and i [..more..]
parents arguing
My parents are splitting and they keep getting me involved in every single f***ing thing that happens between them and. I just can’t take it anymore. I just want to curl up into a tiny ball and cry myself to sleep every night and never wake up 🙁 I’ve even debated cutting myself but I [..more..]
im still in love with you
Dont you hate it when you really love someone but they dont love you back you know they used to but they have moved on and you havent, your madly in love with them but fake a smile everyday you try to hide it but before you go to bed you break down in tears [..more..]
Friends
I have friends! “Fake friends” that only want me when they need me or talk to me whenever it suits them, “distant friends” ones that will talk to me when they are near by or have the time and “friends” the ones that are there for me whenever i need help but are not willing [..more..]
first love
First loves are always difficult but if at the final end of things ou realise tha you have no more tear left to cry then its sure that you have already used them up on that relationship and they are holding back for the next , whether it being a happy or sad moment.
i dont know
I don’t know but why does it happen.when everything began to fall in place there is a storm in life which make sure that i realise that there is no happiness in my life, that i on’t deserve to be happy. every small smile that i managed on my face has a great fear behind [..more..]
Getting over it
My first love, who I was with for 4 years, dumped me 3 months ago. She didn’t tell me why, but I know I wasn’t always the best partner, we grew apart I guess. I have asked her why and she said it wasn’t just to do with me. I’m still talking to her, regardless [..more..]
upset
there is so much going on in my life. i may seem like i am a happy person but not everybody can see what not is going inside me. i dont like telling people about my problems. although i am known as the best problem solver among my peers and family. i have always been [..more..]
29-02-12(10:17:36)
I’ll be here waiting when you realise I want you so much..
25-12-11(20:07:52)
You may have a lot of money but it just covers up your flaws. I’ve known you since before I can remember. You’ve always been there in my life. I have to be careful around you because you judge. You boss me around just because I’m younger than you. I was at your house for [..more..]