What Even Is Life?
I have so many questions unanswered. Why am I here? What is my purpose? I do not know what I want to be when I grow up. I do not know about anything at this point. My dad gets mad at me because he says I do not care about my future. But I want [..more..]
sucks
wEll i put it on myself obviously. ii hurt and then end up getting hurt. Thats what sucks. But i dont do it on purpose. i never do. but anyways, it happens and i dont really have a way to stop it. I hate it =_=
School
Ok i’m in school now not knowing what will happen or what i will be learning but what i do know is i’m not alone in this messed up school or forsacen world. (i don’t care if i spelled anything wrong even if it ruins the purpose) I don’t know what to put this under [..more..]
me
sometimes i wonder if there is a god. i believe right until someone tells me something. i hurt all the time it is nothing new to me but when someone like my girls hurt i only want to lash out and there is nothing to stop me. i tell the people i care about that [..more..]
Not your little angel </3
Im sorry im not what you wanted for a daughter. I complain to much and i know it. You think i stopped cutting but really, i havent; im just good at hiding it. I lied. I said i never puked on purpose, but i have. And Ms.ewen was right, i watch what i eat. I [..more..]
09-03-12(15:31:32)
Ever wake up and feel as tho your not wanted? As tho theres no purpose for your existence? Ever feel as tho you need to escape hide and be alone? That’s edsactly how I felt this morning infect most mornings! I shouldn’t be living like this but it’s like a visiouse bubble I can’t get [..more..]
03-03-12(4:02:08)
I’m trying really hard to not judge anything in a negative way. Everything has beauty and purpose and everybody has flaws and things that only they can bring to this world. And I think self-acceptance is a huge problem for our generation right now. We should all try to better ourselves, yes, but it comes [..more..]