Really?

I had been told that I would gain a specific position this semester. But what happens? I didn’t actually get it. Why? Hell as if I know. All I do know is that unless I get an explanation, I will not look at him the same way again. Thanks for the empty promise. Makes me [..more..]

love

I don’t really know what going on. I sorta fell in love with you. I mean, your a really good guy, and i really do love you, so much. But i cant get hurt again…i just cant. That feeling of being alone. It hurts to even think about it. But i stay with you because [..more..]

ifdfg

I made a promise last f***ing night not to cut and literally hours later I just want to f***ing kill myself. I AM WORTHLESS.

Anything for your love

Hey I just wanted to say; when we first met I knew you were apart of a different religion and belonged to a different culture, I knew your english was understandable but not perfect, I knew you were older than me, I knew you infected your lungs with smoking, I also knew you could never [..more..]

26-03-12(4:33:38)

I can’t believe I just did it. I broke a promise. I cut. I barely knew what I was doing until I saw the blood and felt the pain. I don’t know if it will help me, but it felt… bittersweet. Like I got what I deserved but I know people cared about me if [..more..]

02-11-11(14:05:19)

I miss him the most at time when there’s nothing to do but think 🙁 I still love you more than ever Mitch <3 I'm sorry for lying to you.. Wish I could take it all back ! I miss and love you so much more than you understand.. We don't even talk anymore.. What [..more..]

Pls pls pls Spud ring me…. I want to hear your voice… I want to talk to you … I want to meet up with you… I want you…. I love you….so much too much it hurts.. Can we be together… can we give it a go… pls you wont be disappointed i promise… no [..more..]