I’ll show you how it’s played.
Whenever someone gets me jealous, I make sure they feel the same suffocating pain I feel. I know it’s unintentional, but it’s always been a trait of mine. If you make me go through s***, I’ll make you go through 10x more of that. I don’t want a usual “sorry! i’ll make up for it!” [..more..]
kll
You made you’re choice, and it wasn’t me. So if one day you try and come back and the choice is mine, it wont be you.
Thoughts
My thoughts? You mean, mine.. inside my head? What i’m currently thinking? I wish, want, to be dead.
Him .
Wishing I could tell you what I really think , It’s bad enough we don’t talk .. at all ..anymore . Wish were were back in 8th grade so we could meet again and change everything , because i don’t like now . Were I would be yours and you would be mine .
F*** it.
Let’s say I was going to commit suicide. Why? To throw my life away for the b****es and bastards that always make me feel like crap? NO. I’m not letting them win. But if you think about it, how much longer am I going to live this worthless life of mine? Isn’t it easier to [..more..]
This boy I like
There is this boy I like his name is Austin and I am a boy as well i’m bi but I don’t know if he’s straight or not he’s my best friend and all but it’s like eager for me to ask him out or something I love him SO much I just wish he [..more..]
07-04-12(1:12:31)
it’s ridiculous how crazy I am for this person who live 9000 miles away from me. it just hurts to think about giving up on her and knowing that I will never get a chance to be with her. however, a small part of me tells me that I still have a small chance to [..more..]
15-02-12(1:25:50)
I look at myself in the mirror every day and think, “I can’t hold all this up anymore.” I look at my face like it isn’t mine. I look at my parents and worry that they hate me. I look at my sister and feel absolute disgust. I don’t understand who I am or what [..more..]
08-12-11(19:20:25)
I just don’t know why but I hate this girl. Shes always around him or hanging with him. I feel like I’m disappearing from his view and shes getting closer and closer. Why does he take her side? Why does he take everyone else’s side but mine? Why am I the one who’s always wrong [..more..]
03-11-11(5:09:16)
I tell myself everyday that im an independent woman and i dont need a man in my life for me to be happy, but everytime i see him, i melt. my heart explodes and all i want is to just be in his arms. But i dont know how he feels towards me. i want [..more..]