Thank you.
I’ve never told you about the cutting, suicidal thoughts or the constant feeling of worthlessness and lack of will to live. You’re such a good friend to me; even if you don’t know it, which I don’t think you do. I love spending time with you because everything just floats away. This is when you [..more..]
10-02-12(19:13:11)
Every time I come home I tend to be really excited. I can’t wait to get home, I look forward to seeing my parents, I look forward to seeing my dog etc. But when I get home, something changes. I’m not sure what, but I can’t help but get angry with my mother at times [..more..]
22-11-11(4:37:34)
Well i hope I have not done too much damage… I drank a little bit too much the other night and sent you messages that i normally wouldnt…i guess if i am honest that they were messages of my true feelings…. you only replied the once and that reply was your normal typical basic reply [..more..]
I used to be a likeable girl…
I used to be a likeable girl, a girl who was full with energy, a girl that never thought about negative things, a girl that used to be.. popular. Who am I? I dont know what to do anymore, I feel worthless and lack of communication. and I realize.. I dont have a life. I [..more..]