The Insanity Inside
Lately I’ve been feeling insane. I’m pretty sure I have multiple personality disorder, I know I have ptsd, and also agoraphobia. Not to mention adhd so yeah I have my hands full. My personalties are getting harder to control, though none of them are cruel, many of them are more ruthless than I. One a [..more..]
16-06-12(15:59:33)
I hate my body. I’m not overweight, nor am I too skinny and the proportions of my body are fine with me, instead though, I have permanent and hideous scars that are etched into my body. As a child, my father abused me in every form and now I am left with not only the [..more..]
13-02-12(3:38:05)
I used to cry so much – but now I find that I can’t cry at all, which is all I want to do. I can feel it all inside of me, but it just won’t come out anymore. I’m so sick of my roommates animals stinking up the apartment and I don’t have the [..more..]
10-02-12(19:13:11)
Every time I come home I tend to be really excited. I can’t wait to get home, I look forward to seeing my parents, I look forward to seeing my dog etc. But when I get home, something changes. I’m not sure what, but I can’t help but get angry with my mother at times [..more..]
05-01-12(0:29:28)
Why dose it always hurt…i always try to love but it just never gose right like i want it. Sometimes i feel like am worth not loveing…wish i could have him back…i love him so much but i hate it that i cant be with him….but i will never know why…i feel like i can [..more..]
07-12-11(6:42:09)
Why women think feelings and emotions are only for them.., being a sensitive is only their belonging., men have to care each and every work they said…for us…”ooohhh he’s a man not need to care about his emotions…they all think form down not form heart or brain…hehehe”….screw you all.., I will never be in a [..more..]
06-11-11(21:08:48)
I just wanna have a beautiful dream and never woke up form it …
Well, #104, you are quite wrong. You belong, I belong, every living thing belongs. Even the trees belong. It is a shame you don’t think so. But we all belong, because we are all one. “We’re all one consciousness. We’re not our bodies. that’s an illusion. Our physical forms are just a temporary condensation of [..more..]