21-05-12(21:51:11)
I’m just so scared of being happy, its like i feel it will be taken away from me… I feel i will get punished for being happy. I don’t know if i will ever be able to express my happiness or Feel it.
11-02-12(22:56:01)
Here I am… wishing I had someone else’s life, hoping, waiting for something to change. For something unexpected to happen. For someone to come into my life and finally make me feel something. I could really care less what I feel as long as I FEEL something. I just wish I didn’t feel like I’m [..more..]
I feel like I am reading way, way, to much into this. it was just one kiss. in fact, it was barely a kiss. barely. it lasted. . . seconds. before I ended it. I feel annoyed with myself for kissing you back for those seconds. But i can’t decide whether I’m more annoyed at [..more..]
PLEASE STOP. I DON’T WANT TO LOVE YOU. I WANT TO FEEL NORMAL AGAIN. WITHOUT THIS CONSTANT NEEDING FOR YOU. YOU EASILY BECAME PART OF MY SYSTEM. I MISS YOU WHEN WE DON’T TALK AND I HATE IT. HOW CAN YOU BE SO CRUEL AND MADE ME LOVE YOU MORE THAN JUST BEING MY FRIEND. [..more..]
To Thought #00000190, I used to feel exactly the same as you! What I did was exercise every morning… even if it doesn’t make you model-thin and fix your skin (actually it helped my skin, lol) it will make you FEEL good and that’s the most important thing. You stop caring about what other people [..more..]