18-07-11(23:28:10)

My life has done a complete 360. Things are changing so fast that my head is spinning. I can’t keep up with all of it. My plan is to move away. far away, actually, as far as i can get, that kind of far away. If i could handle the cold, i’dmove to antartica or [..more..]

I go away on Tuesday… a whole 5 nights in melbourne on my own …. well not entirely on my own … staying with my best friend over there… I messaged you and asked you to come over for the day or a night… I know you wont but hey what a dream if you [..more..]

Oh my sweet gorgeous boy, I can not go a day without thinking about you… wishing and hoping that we could be together.. Its the same old wish all the time but one I never tire of…. Why is that because I so desperately want to be with you.. I dont know if you and [..more..]

these feeling i portray. sometimes i wounder are they real. they feel so forced and but still i feel repressed. am i capable of these emotions that come so freely to others. Im not entirely sure of anything. i stopped believing today. real things never end. like the world, energy or change. and everything ends [..more..]

As time goes by its getting harder and harder to be without you… I have never know what it is like to be with you but one can only imagine… And in my dreams i find eternal happiness with you…gee how i wish my dreams would come to life…. I never thought it was possible [..more..]