f*** this

i count on a daily basis. apparently its suppose to help with anger problems which is something i get from my dad although he means nothing to me. easy to write yet hard to tell others why. my mom shes heading that way too but yet for some reason things turn around because i have [..more..]

Something else..

I knew you texted your friends saying you flirt with your coworkers “but you would never hook up with them” (what’s the count now…3 so far?) You messaged those guys over facebook… That one guy you said that the reason you even dated me for 10 months was because you were too nice to say [..more..]

05-03-12(5:54:41)

Why don’t they say ‘I love you’? Those words are foreign to me now. I heard my father say it to me once before bed, a long time ago. I cried all night long. I long for them to tell me those words, to hold me in their arms and let me cry all my [..more..]

I was abused, it happened. Not once, not twice, hundreds of times. So many times I lost count. And no one actually cares. I’ve told people. They act like they care; they say it will get better, and that I should tell someone. IT WILL NOT EVER GET BETTER. They have no idea, with their [..more..]