13-11-11(1:57:10)
I really do love you. I wish I had the courage to tell you. It really kills me how you have a girlfriend & I can’t do anything bout it cuz all I want you to be is happy. Even though I wish that was me. I should just give up but I can’t Im [..more..]
06-11-11(4:41:30)
Oh wow I don’t know. I’m happy we’re back together but…am i really worth it for you? What does “…i think i love you…” mean? God i don’t know. We didn’t even talk about it. You started to and I had to go and be the a****** and not say anything to move that topic [..more..]
01-11-11(5:52:10)
saw you yesterday and yes you saw me but you chose to look the other way… I want so much to walk away and forget you but its just no that easy and for the life of me I dont know why I just cant do it…………..how do I do it…. Its not like your [..more..]
12-10-11(2:36:42)
I want you to understand, I want you to pull up the sleeve of my jacket and see the cuts on my wrists without me having to say anything I just want you you f***ing know me
12-10-11(2:31:57)
I don’t know if I’m normal, maybe that’s ok. Some days I don’t eat anything, but maybe that’s normal, and some days I eat enough to feed a family of four, but maybe that’s ok. and sometimes I can’t get out of bed; I can’t see why. And I stay in bed and look at [..more..]
27-09-11(15:49:27)
there’s this person i know i can never be with no matter what anyone says, but i love so much, every time i see him/her i get butterflies and feel sick and could watch her/him all day, i love everything about him/her the way that he/she smiles, talks, reads, and looks at me. i wish [..more..]
15-08-11(1:53:01)
Have you ever felt like..no one sees you? Or no one wants to see you? I do,all the time. I hate it, I want to be noticed. I want to be somewhere….where I can be and do anything I want! But sadly, I place like that can never excist for me. I will always be [..more..]
10-08-11(22:19:55)
My life is never about me. I feel like a puppet,always being controled. I dont get to choose anything I do. I always have to follow the rules and i can’t hang out with my frinds that are boys. My parents don’t trust me. I’m young and i guess that’s why no one trusts me. [..more..]
09-08-11(1:23:12)
I am 12 years old,when i was 11,my uncle died. His name was Micheal and he was 25. He died a month befor his birthday.I was to sad to say anything for about a week,I loved him,he was family. This year,2011,I had to move and in the house didn’t allow big dogs. I had a [..more..]
03-08-11(11:21:43)
I’m going to explode. I have no one to tell anything to. I know there are people who want to help me, but I don’t want to burden them. I can feel the pressure inside of me building up. I’m going to reach for that razor soon I know it. I’m going to slash away [..more..]