Im unsure what to do..
Well, My best friend..she gots an amazing boyfriend, I dont like him or anything its just im sorta jelous i mean. all my friends have great boy friends who be there for them, whose there best friend…but i dont. i mean…im jelous that all my friends have there love there next to them, but i [..more..]
Its hard
Being 12 I feel like I’m not aloud to be sad because that’s just absurd right? A 12 year old can’t know what it feels like to lonely or feel like there being consumed by the world because they can’t speak. I told my parents about going to see a therapist and they laughed and [..more..]
and so the end has come
and so the end has come… it has now been 5 months since you last replied to my messages… She is having your baby which breaks my heart…. but no where near as much as knowing we may never speak again….Daniel for 5 years you were a very important part of my life..even though i [..more..]
Make me happy
It looks as if i start writing I just cant stop cuz theres so many things botherin me I dont know what to do i could really do with some good news now something to make me happy cuz frankly I havent had any of that in awhile so please God im waiting just gimme [..more..]
what I’ve been thinking about
Now we have known each other for three years,time passed and my love grew and his faded away!I’ve done everything to please him to make him feel I’m the one and still he doesn’t feel anything. He said I love you 100 times but I never knew if it’s just a friendly I love you! [..more..]
Distance..
Being in a long distance relationship is not something I like..it sucks and it hard. I see people all around me having their boyfriends close to them and mine is 3 hours away all the time. I try not to get jealous but it seems no matter what I get jealous because I am someone [..more..]
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I WISH someone would understand me. I WISH someone would just sit there and listen to all of my problems. I WISH someone would actually care about me, not just ask if i’m ok, actually fully want to listen and care when I break down and say i’m not ok. I feel like I am [..more..]
I want to write my thoughts – Does everyone think this way? Would someone want to know mine?
Today was full of excitement and adventure- nothing too spectacular but worth visiting- I realized tonight that I’m not the only one that thinks the way I do- I wonder one day if my children will be anything like me- Do I want children?-I’d like to be able to go anywhere I want- but I’d [..more..]
yay
tonight was a great night. i fanally just laid in his arms and sat on the rocks watching the sun go down. although we barely did anything i can honestly say that it was one of the best nights of my life<3
Tears.
I had to learn that crying doesn’t solve anything. It doesn’t bring him back or make him want to be back with you. It sucks because people can only see your tears not actually feel where they are coming from. & it’s not fair b/c no matter how much you try to explain why you [..more..]