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I just want to be able to call him and say I need him. I would not be lying. But I can’t. I physically can’t call him. Partially because I am afraid. Partially because I don’t have his number. I see him once a week and all day every day I look forward to it. [..more..]
Life
Life is so short…
“Have I ever told you before,
I think you’re beautiful when you’re sleeping. I have faith you watch me in my slumber too. If I’m all that you’re looking for, tell me, why is there a river streaming down your face? It sometimes makes me wonder all about your love. After some time,it something I find true. Love’s not a grave, [..more..]
FYI
Just because we’ve been together for a while doesn’t mean that you don’t have to work as hard to keep me happy because I do everything I can for you , before you would be there for me in a heart beat . Now you think that you already have someone who loves you no [..more..]
tus huellas
caminante son tus huellas,el camino y nada mas,caminate no hay camino,se hace camino al andar,al andar se hace camino,y al volver la vista atras, se ve la senda que nunca se ha de volver a pisar,caminante no hay camino,sino estellas en el mar…
lonelliness
sometimes i just feel so alone…is it a coincidence that those are the days i feel that i always bump into some random jerk that just makes things worse. or maybe its just me, sometimes i just wish i wasn’t so sensitive, i wish i didn’t feel, like that i wouldn’t have to feel pain [..more..]
uncertainties
today i feel very sad,and tired,and it hasn’t been such a good day.i feel like breaking down at times. i wish my dad could see the good things i have instead of the bad ones. i wish that instead of criticizing me and telling me that i do everything wrong he could say the opposite. [..more..]
after weve blossomed
The day that you meet that person , the person effects your identity , the things that you stand for and also manipulates your heart when you told your head when I do this again its going to be the right way , the easy way, the only way. Being caught up in feelings of [..more..]
Apology
The human heart is so fragile and tender. You never know how much pain you have truley caused someone until they tell you. Then you recognize your own pain in their expressions and face the truth that hurting people hurt people. I wish I would have accepted that truth earlier then maybe I would not [..more..]
Loving At It’s Hardest.
I met this amazing guy Caleb. We had been dating for awhile, and so he decided to introduce me to his family. Well, his brother Nick is my ex boyfriend from high school. Ugh I can’t believe I never put the pieces together! And I hate to say this, but I am sort of falling [..more..]