death……depression…………
do u have as much thoughts of the D word as much as I do ive always wanted to watch the people (family) that’s f***ed me up abused me hurt me with words react if I passed away just to look down n see there hurt see there pain n anger that has left my [..more..]
srsly..
not gonna lie, i think life just hates me. BUT, it’s because i hate life too. i like to spit in itz face once in a while. And when it drives me into the ground, i crawl into my lair (room with curtains down) and submerge myself in games, internet, anime etc. and because of [..more..]
feeling disrespected.
*sigh* ive been told sense I was a child that I was nun I was worthless I have no skills if anything happened in this world how would u no how to take care of yur self ur nothing shaylynn , n im 18 now with smiles on my face laughs giggleing high energy regular [..more..]
Too stressed I wanna die x(
Parents are the people who cares for their children most (NOT) MY DAD He wants me to be a doctor thinking that it is the best damn job! Well I don’t deny it since I also want to be one. But he expects 100%mark from each and every test!! Isn’t it too much? Every time [..more..]
About Him
I just feel so all alone. I have missed my poetry… you were not it. I have writer’s block… It is you & the other’s fault. You both are like ants to me. Ants that bring home the supplementary. Oh, goodbye. Goodbye…. This goes out to Casey and Mark.. from P.S. Who Knows where? Oh, [..more..]
Alone
Stop letting me down and forcing me to close up. To built up my walks and hide. It seems maybe I am right to remain alone.
emotions
i honestly feel so unbelievably lonely right now and i have no idea why. i guess i just miss the feeling of being wanted by someone and being able to text that special someone and know they’ll always be there for you and listen to you no matter what and ACTUALLY care. i miss having [..more..]
I doubt him.
i’m not sure he feels the same way anymore, i don’t feel as if he cares as much anymore, i feel like one day he’ll just stop.. stop loving me. i feel as if he doesn’t want what i want, he doesn’t want me. i’m starting to cry, because i feel as if he just [..more..]
Loving him.
I love him, even though he doesn’t feel the same. I think about him, even though i have never gone through his head, not even once. I want him in every way possible, even though he doesn’t want me. i hate this, feeling a type a way about a person who doesn’t love me, who [..more..]
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I love you so much it hurts.