hating my self
Finally my craving for coffee is getting its way out. I had to make a full mug of coffee and I feel good after getting some sips inside me. Black coffee without sugar as always. Day is getting really boring, and having two days as a holiday and not knowing what to do can be [..more..]
Dear Sir
I know that I love you, that I’m in love with you, why did it have to take 11 years?…I remember helping my father build on to the house, sitting up on the roof watching you play basketball with Jeremiah. I was so young,but at 14 a girl longs to fall in love and my [..more..]
It is happening!
He is so spotting me in the crowd tonight. I am totally catching his attention, attracting him. We are definitely making out, holding each other close. We are so pursuing a relationship after THAT!
I had to take a break
I met her when i was 14 on a videogame no less. Didnt think much of it at first but 6 years later we never stopped talking to each other. Until today. Lil bit about myself, I consider myself attractive, for what i lack in looks, i make up for in personality. But even so, [..more..]
— Ugh —
I feel so worthless, pathetic, alone. All my friends are slowly drifting away, the boy I am in love with pushed me away and now he’s gone and I feel so broken inside. The weight in my chest in so heavy and I feel like my heart can’t hold it anymore. My parents don’t even [..more..]
Insecure
I am lost..I am insecure. I need someone else to make me feel good. Because I am scared I am not a good person.. No I am not a bad person, just some normal girl.. I am told to be beautiful, intelligent, nice.. but i just don’t feel them all.. I feel mediocre..and sadly I [..more..]
f*** feelings
u vulner tell me that I’m fake like I’m not real let me feel like nothing I do is right. Already feel like I’m not worth anything like I am worth nothing. If you could only feel what I feel every single day wishing that I hadn’t woken up. Wishing that I had never been [..more..]
put me out of my misery
i know im going to feel disppointed after.. but man, these drugs are the only escape jfc, i just want to feel better
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I feel lost.
When you’re living but it’s not a life anymore
I just recently discovered my friends ‘secret blog’. Well, it wasn’t really secret, but I hadn’t ever seen it before and I found it very strange to find it randomly on the computer. It made me feel…a little behind. A little disconnected. A little alone. What am I doing with my life? A generally difficult [..more..]