LEave me alone
There are so many girls out there who say this, so I’m going to be a basic girl for a second. I’m SO DONE with my mom. Shes the reasons ive been having panic attacks and im depressed and having to go to therapy and always having to escape. Every chance she gets, she yells. [..more..]
feeling down
Sometimes I just want to sleep and never wake up again.
Christmas Blues
It’s Christmas day, I celebrated it completely different than what I’m use to, and it brings invisible tears to my eyes to know that. I should be overjoyed by the fact that I’m no longer in the chains of family, yet I sat on the couch alongside my best friend and her family with the [..more..]
another day another heartbreak
I hate falling for boys. They never seem to stay when the going gets tough. I just wish there was a way to know if hes just a waste of tme sono one gets hurt. Ive cut before not because of boys just all aroundbad feelings. Im staring to get that feeling again and ik [..more..]
Praying for a better day
It’s Christmas, but I don’t even feel like it. I felt that horrible suicidal feeling again today. That feeling of just not wanting to live or exist. I am scared of that feeling. It consumes me and it is difficult as hell to fight those negative feelings. I drown in them…I know this is not [..more..]
You never did like purple.
You were red. You liked me cause I was blue. You touched me and suddenly I was a lilac sky and you decided purple just wasn’t for you. So I walked around, hiding my purpleness. I covered myself in black to hide it. But I could still feel your red fingertips grazing my blue cheeks. [..more..]
Why
I keep the lights on in my room because I’m scared of being in the dark with myself. I can’t keep track of the lies anymore. I use to keep the walls in my room blank until my sister told me that my room was boring. Everything had it’s place hidden away. She said my [..more..]
Good day
Good day and morning. Though it may be tiring or make u feel sad, happy,etc. It’s just playing with you. Don’t give up. Its going to be a experience always given by god as he is the script writer. God bless you. Have a good day always.
:/
I don’t understand the whole concept of relationships and how people do it…it’s all fun and games until change comes along. I don’t understand what I did wrong, if you didn’t want to be with me in the first place then why did you tell me you did? I’ll never understand that. It’s so fun [..more..]
not men
I are physically attracted to men , just not romantically. I hope people understand that 🙂