Inferiority
I am the kind of person that is painfully aware of her own weaknesses. People often say I am not confident enough or I am too humble. That’s precisely the reason – I am just too aware of my own weaknesses. Over the years, this personality trait just develops into a mild form of inferiority [..more..]
Losing It. . .
First it was stress, then pressure, then depression now i’m losing it. I don’t even know anymore. I can’t take it much longer. I once was a optimistic person, now I started to think ‘dark’ things. I though cutting was never a good idea but everytime I see a knife, I looked at my wrist [..more..]
Doubts
I hate thinking about this. That he could be with somebody else. It could be true. Afterall that had happened. Besides, he said he was toying me. And I am so fool to still hook up with this kind of relationship. Everything will fall into places. I hope it will be soon.
I can’t wait to talk to her again
Everyone takes me as a joke. Except for one person. I never really talked to her much. I hung out with the same friends she hung out with, but we rarely talked to each other. When we did it was just to say hi and little thing like that. But recently, about two weeks ago, [..more..]
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life
life is crazy let me tell you.
Emptiness
Hi. I’ve been struggling with social anxiety disorder and depression now for months and months, its gotten to the point where I just don’t want to go outside at all. I’m angry at everyone all the time, I’m angry at myself. I don’t need an anger management class, but I just feel as if no [..more..]
insane
well I say insane because I don’t know if i’m insane or what. see I have a best friend me and her are going one year now and ever since we started being best friends I have benn lying to her about something and I don’t know how ro tell her because I know me [..more..]
Flightless Bird
You could call me a flightless bird. I want more than anything to fly, to get away, but I can’t. I have to stay, I have to be good, I have to set an example, I have to be the perfect one, I have to do this, I have to do that. I have to, [..more..]
Over
It’s over. Let it go. Let me go. I don’t want to be trapped in your web of lies and rumors. So let me go.