Posted by Anonymous on 2020/12/18 under Life You know how in a group of three friends, there will always be one that is the extra, while the other two is slightly closer? Well I'm the one. Up till now, I can't even name a single best friend. I have close friend, but no best friend. Also to people usually I'm just a friend. It's always a "oh we short of 1 person, do you wanna join?". There's always the internal jokes which I dun know. In dramas, the main lead although outcastes, they still tend to have 1-2 best friend. But in reality it's different. And the saying "the older you grow, the smaller your social circle." Is very true… I keep telling myself, it's ok. You dun need a best friend. Learn to love yourself. Love being alone. You can be alone forever. But it's hard…. Plus it's even harder when I have a twin sister, who have alot of friends and best friends. Going out often, people buying gift for her, spending her birthday with her friends. My mum even ask me once "your sister went out, but why are you still at home? Nobody ask you out?" Who else will know this empty feeling?