Posted by Anonymous on 2020/11/11 under Life What the hell are emotions I don’t get them. I understand other people’s emotions and how that could have led to their reactions but some how I don’t get mine. Surely I don’t like him I mean he’s good looking but I just got over a guy who I know for a fact didn’t care or see me in the way that I see him so why is my brain doing this to me, I don’t deserve this. I’ve got straight As during a literal pandemic which is hard enough, while juggling the stress of someone that I care about getting f***ing hospitalized every few months unsure if they were going to make it F*** why do I deserve this. I keep burying these emotions just trying to live my life because I know deep down I just don’t know how to deal with them all and even if I did there’s just too much there it’s be like trying to hold back the ocean waves with my bare hands. I can either collapse under the weight of my own emotional baggage or face it all at once and my head is already just swirling with thoughts and emotions I don’t know if I can deal with it right now then again hiding behind my sofa doesn’t do any good I’m already late to class