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Posted by on 2020/07/24 under Life

To be honest I didn't know where to begin I was always at a loss for words I mean until I started writing. my life has done a complete 360 on me and to be honest I didn't know how to handle it. the fact that I got pregnant at 20 to say the least was total bulls***, I had a plan for my life and I wanted to pursue my dreams but that would soon be ripped away from me because I quickly came to realize that life wasn't about me anymore it was about my daughter. so I had to put my dreams on hold and I had to do what was best for her and to be honest going back to college and getting my s*** together would be what's best for her. I have an amazing husband and I love him to death but I swear he makes me feel like I'm forty years old and not twenty two. I don't know what Im trying to say but I'm tired of keeping everything inside and feeling like I have no-one to talk to and to honest I didn't I feel like my feeling aren't valid and no-one would understand. and the fact was when I tried to talk to someone they always had a smart little comeback to say to me, like s*** can you just listen and not judge. what being a stay at home mom in my early twenties was that I had to grow some balls and self care because marriage and kids can suck your ass dry.

2 thoughts on “First Post

  1. Anonymous says:

    Forgot to punctuate sorry. This is from the person who wrote the post.

  2. Anonymous says:

    im interested in case if this ever happens to me. did you think of abortion? bc for some reason i feel like thats what i will end up doing

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