Where do we go when we want to get away from who we are? But who are we to begin with? Are we the one behind closed doors? When everyone else was asleep and all that we can hear are our intruding thoughts, are we that one who chooses to suppress our emotions? We wanted to remain there, right where we lay, because its just too much to think of tomorrow or the future where everything is better. Its too much to think of the past or yesterday where just regret to open up. But right now is bearable, blank and numbing. As we stare off the ceiling, our visions turn darker and darker and my eyes felt heavy from crying. Where did I go?
You could go to sleep? I for ND myself sleeping a lot anymore. It helps me get away. It might help for tonight. Long inhale in and slowly relax while letting out a long exhale. Rest your eyes, your mind, your body. Dream, if you can.
I know. I know what you feel though i don’t have an answer for the questions. I asked myself the same question whenever i want my soul to escape my body and wander off far away in a fantasy world or just anywhere that i don’t belong, i don’t have responsibilities burdens past or present. It’s not about sleeping and resting our bodies. Sometimes it’s something else that needs to be freed from the boundaries and limits imposed by the materialistic world…
I need something that connects my thoughts/souls wants with my body in real life.