This is gonna sound a little self pitying so sorry in advance. It's just better for me to get this out so it doesn't stay in.
I feel like I don't have friends. I feel like I've lost my passion. I feel ugly. I feel awkward and gross. I'm afraid that no one will love me. I feel like I'm doomed to stay where I am. I think I choose the wrong major. I hate that i dont have a person to talk to. I hate that my past decisions have made me the way I am. I dont want to be jealous of others. I wish I traveled more. I feel lazy. I'm gullible. I'm stupid. I wish I talked to my loved ones more. I dont have great family ties. I feel alone. I hate that I hate myself.
Okay i needed that out so hopefully good things will come in.