I have the whole world at my fingertips. We are more connected. It's so much easier to reach out and still I'm too afraid to put myself out there.
I'm foolishly waiting to be found.
I do know that nothing will happen if I don't put myself out there. Make me vulnerable enough to get hurt. I don't want to pity myself. That's stupid I know. But its still so hard to be brave enough.
I've never met anybody I was interested enough in to risk lowering my defences. And by now I'm quite sure that If I don't change my behavior somehow that I will not meet someone.
I just don't know how to do the first step.
whole world at your finger tips huh?
yeah right! keep believing that.
I’m foolishly waiting to be found.
yeah that sounds like a typical female stance even if your not female. women lay around and wait for men to hit on them so they can scream, piss and moan about it and have the man fired or jailed 20 years from now. for just trying!
pussy isn’t worth it any more and men can get the same effects of sex with less risk by running a mile (uphill), getting hot, sweaty and out of breath, then jerking off for the finish. while women just lay on thier backs and do little to nothing… then complain when men fall asleep afterwards.
One word, EXAUSTION!