Posted by Anonymous on 2017/10/16 under Life After volunteering for a week (to a city that serve as an evacuation area, a place I'm not familiar with, and a city near a war zone) and been away from the social media for about 11 days, I went home like an exploded bomb, I did cry in front of my parents as much as I want to stop my tears from falling because I don't want my parents to get hurt too but I can't take it anymore, it did fall. I've been through a "BLOODY HELL" last week *puts on ron weasley's voice. *sigh* I felt humiliated. Someone who can't be named did criticized me in front of other people and in public. The person's words were kind of harsh and cruel. That person had talked to me privately and publicly and also that person talked about me to other people, I don't know if that person wants me to hear their conversation. I can hear some of their conversation though, I heard not so kind words. Everytime move I make, that person had something to say, comments like "don't act like that it's wrong" and "you should do this and that…..". I don't know maybe the person wants me to change me in an instant. I sometimes want to do something like this (╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻ and tell the person, "Stop! that is too much." *sigh* Things are akward between me and the person now. And we see each other during weekdays. *sigh*
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I want to correct it’s only a week and a day I’ve been away from the internet not 11 days, it’s only 8 days. *wants me to change in an instant
*in front of other people and in private
*every move I make
That person is a co-worker of mine. We’ll see each other on weekdays/ working days. It would be awkward between us after the event last week. *sigh*. I know her intentions were good but her approach were just harsh or I’m just too sensitive? *sigh* It’s all my fault though. I’m dependent, lost and socially akward that made her say those things to me and to other people but she have seen my effort though I’ve tried in my own little way at my own pace. She just lost her patience on me. *sigh* Sorry for venting people. I just want to let it out.
forgive hre for her inability to handle you or the situation, that’s all i can say, holding onto the pain and hurt and feeling liek a victim does you more harm, has she apologized, has she changed her ways? will u keep her as a friend, or not, that’s all a choice you iwll make and live with
Thank you for your comment. True acting like a victim and wallowing in self-pity wouldn’t do me any good. I’m just hurt that’s all and disappointed with myself. Pain is only temporary. I’ve cried it out already I’m good. We will see each other tomorrow. I don’t know if she will apologize or will change her ways? I don’t know I think it’s her way of caring towards me.