Posted by Anonymous on 2017/10/06 under Life I UNDERSTAND THAT IN LIFE WE CAN'T ALWAYS GET WHAT WE WANT, THAT NO AMOUNT OF PLANNING CAN PREPARE US FOR TRULY WHAT COMES NEXT, BUT THAT STILL SHOULDN'T STOP US FROM LOOKING AHEAD, I SAY THIS BECAUSE I KNOW THAT MOST OF OUR WORRIES ARE SHARED, AND THAT WE WONDER IF THIS IS THE WAY TO GO AND IF WE ARE RISKING SOMETHING FOR SOMETHING ELSE BUT THAT'S LIFE, WE ARE ALWAYS RISKING SOMETHING FOR SOMETHING ELSE. THOUGH WHAT IS OUR INTENTION? AND ISN'T THAT BEAUTIFUL THAT WE HAVE THIS VOICE THAT WE SHARE, AND PAST THAT WE HAD, THE NOW IN WHICH WE BASK, AND THE FUTURE YET TO BE? I HAVE FAITH THAT WE HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO FACE WHAT'S NEXT, MOST OF THE TIME THINGS DON'T WORK OUT BECAUSE NEEDS DON'T MATCH. I AM QUITE ACCEPTING OF THAT. WHAT DO YOU NEED? DO YOU SEE THAT IN ME? LAST I WANT IS TO HOLD YOU BACK OR MAKE YOU PAIN FOR BEING MYSELF. BECAUSE I CAN ACCEPT YOU THE WAY YOU ARE. COS YOU ARE PERFECT THE WAY YOU ARE. IN ALL ITS LEVELS AND SUCH, EVEN THOUGH I MAY NOT KNOW THE DETAILS, I FEEL AND SENSE YOU DEEP. THAT'S ENOUGH FOR ME TO KNOW. ALTHOUGH I'D LIKE TO KNOW MORE TOO. BECAUSE I AM CURIOUS ABOUT YOU. HOW YOU CAME TO BE IN THE HERE NOW AND WHAT SHAPED YOU TO BE WHO YOU ARE. EVERYTHING GOOD AND BAD AND IN BETWEEN IS INTEREST TO ME. OF COURSE FOR NOW I WILL BE FLOATING IN THE NETHERLANDS IN MY HEAD HOVERING ABOVE THE OPEN SEES AND VAST SPACES AND TREES. DREAMING ABOUT THE FUTURE WHILE RECONCILING MY PAST DEEDS. I MAY SEEM A LOOF SOMETIMES BUT THAT'S ONLY BECAUSE I CAN STILL MANAGE TO KEEP ROOTED IN THE NOW WHILE I AM EVERYWHERE, JUST TRYING TO BE BETTER AND ALL THAT AND WELL I THINK I MUST BE RAMBLING AT THIS POINT. EHHE. TO LAUGH TO CRY TO LOVE TO TRY TO FLY TO THE PAST THE NOW AND THE FUTURE TO COME AND TO DREAM AND THINK AND FEEL AND BELIEVE. IT ALL WITH YOU.