pissed off
i thought i was the problem. but it was you with a severe addiction this whole time. i don’t know how to cope with your bad habits…
I HATE YOU ANDREI
i hope that girl tasted like the best goddamn alcohol you ever had, you piece of s***. you cheated on me and threw me out of your life the next day just cus you feel “guilty about what you did” you feel that “i dont deserve you” anymore…that i “wasnt there for you” bulls***! but [..more..]
I don’t want to deal with it anymore
I’m talking to myself more often now. Responding to the intrusive thoughts aloud isn’t a good habit but it’s getting harder to control. I can’t control my emotions either and get intensely angry or sad over nothing it seems like. I try not to show it but it’s getting so hard to hide. I don’t [..more..]
Ameneurosis
We’ve all heard the whistle of a train, piercing through the pallid hum of the nighttime city. It couldn’t last more than a few seconds, but at the same time, it’s an eternity. Enveloped in that shrill call of machinery is all the missed dates, all the cancelled trips, all the romanticized dreams, all the [..more..]
Sadness
The blood drips off his wrist Drip Drop Drip The blood runs down his legs Drop Drip Drop The blood of his life flows freely Drip Drop Drip The blood of his life’s last breathe Drop Drip Drop The blood of his life perishes Drip. Drop. Drip. -Max Roberts 3/14/17
I know how it feels …?
Hufh …whole day was really hustle free though very busy … Brother just went back to home ..well .. i ws out for sometime looking at sky … Dark deep … And beautiful.. stars … Haan … Might i sound to much of fantasies …stories but yess i do visualise myself working hard making hard [..more..]
The Push and Pull of My Ex Boybriend
Dear Universe, I know he is just not right for me…He doesnt makes me happy or make me his priority but still i feel the need to talk to him and it all ends on lust. We have nothing to talk mostly and we just sext and its eating me alive coz i cant stay [..more..]
The Push and Pull of My Ex Boybriend
Dear Universe, I know he is just not right for me…He doesnt makes me happy or make me his priority but still i feel the need to talk to him and it all ends on lust. We have nothing to talk mostly and we just sext and its eating me alive coz i cant stay [..more..]
when all you want is to fast forward
I have got exams tomorrow.. more like, exams have got me tomorrow haha.. well.. i have worked hard.. really hard for the last few months.. i think i deserve to do well tomorrow.. i think i will.. i have studied a lot.. though i wouldn’t say i have studied everything.. but i am pretty close.. [..more..]
The world
I’m sick of being told things. We want to say our wars are part of history. But how can we when we fight over the same things just with different people. We want to talk about Martin Luther king and how he helped colored people have equal rights. We want to talk about how woman [..more..]