I have got a huge maths test tomorrow
And I am gonna smash it. yup. I have worked so so so hard. It’ll only be fair. And tomorrow, by this time.. I will be the happiest person. It’s gonna be great. Just a few more hours.
Oh Well.
Oh Well… I had the chance to approach you and talk to you, I had the chance to let you see the real me and not the girl you always see when we go out as a group, I had the chance to let you know how handsome i find you, How cool i find [..more..]
Love??
I know you don’t feel the same for me but I love you. Deeply.. it’s not that intoxicated kinda this. (It might have been that in the start tho) I fully understand you ..you are not the most perfect human.you have flaws imperfections and ah that’s alright with me. I see something masculine and strong [..more..]
…
So I don’t know if anyone is gonna read this and I don’t really care I just want to let it out. I’m a girl and I live in a very sexist country and society but my parents are sexist too but they’re not the worst. My dad have beaten me before twice but not [..more..]
strange hope
I started to write here recently…because there is no one left to hear my feelings.everyone busy in their own life and I feel though I pretend to be busy I’m not…there is no one who has got patience to listen to my joys,my sorrows and my thoughts. I have got bunch of friends,I’m considered to [..more..]
Silver-lining
i know that writing is a way to vent out the sadness and the emptiness nesting in the pit of your stomach… but what about the happiness, the joy found in the little things… I’m not perfect, but i love to write! I love the smell of freshly printed books and dusty old books alike. [..more..]
I don’t know anymore
I’m 30. I’m in a bar right now. I don’t wanna be here. I don’t like drinking anymore. I hate the cigar smoke. I don’t like smallx talk. Everything’s too loud. I can’t talk normally. Everyone’s yelling because of the loud music. I don’t want to be here! Why am I doing this to myself?
These feelings that capture you into uncertainty
Do you ever have those feelings of self doubt? those feelings where you just feel so left out? like you’re the puppet of someones puppeteer. I can’t decribe this in a way that you can understand easily but what i can do is give my experience of what it feels like to be that way. [..more..]
Blank brain
It is a hard work but somehow i am better at putting everything into words rather than talking about it. Because there is people who would put me off, let my word’s hanging in the air. Everyday, with all the skin peeled off, the disgusting red rash on my hands, I looked at it everything, [..more..]
pls
Quit playing baby I miss you.