02-03-12(11:12:38)
Just when I think I am on top of my feelings and coping with life everything crashes around me……. Its like all of a sudden i wake up and realize that who i want i will never have and who i have isnt who I want… I feel awful for thinking that let alone writing [..more..]
02-03-12(10:51:07)
I’m in a fight with on of my best friend, she said that she’s done and she doesn’t want to sort it out. One of my close friends has always been there for me, through thick and thin, and only now I’m realising that SHE is my best friend. But by losing my previous best [..more..]
02-03-12(8:08:10)
I just got censored for the first time in my life, if I remember correctly. I tried to post some info about tornet on a fetish website to help people stay anon and i got deleted and banned, quite infantile really.
02-03-12(7:06:11)
I turned HIM down. He asked me out, I said no. He’s not my type. I’m not ready for a boyfriend. Bla bla bla. But he is such a good friend to me… How can I keep saying no when he likes me so obviously? And people keep saying they’re sure he likes me for [..more..]
02-03-12(6:45:09)
No guy I want wants me back I miss 2 of my exes an my life sux
02-03-12(5:13:20)
My beliefs are the most freeing and the most caging things in my life. When I was a kid, I could point to someone else and say, I am this way because they told me to be this way. I can’t do that anymore. I have to point to the bible and say, I am [..more..]
02-03-12(4:18:31)
Well, you know that family that no matter how much you screw up they still love you even if they say they won’t. That’s how my family is. Now that I think about it. Back when i was younger i used to hate my family because they weren’t being fair. They wouldn’t let me do [..more..]
02-03-12(1:57:45)
I hate it how things are so different. I want it the way it used to be. You and me. I love the way you looked into my eyes. I miss that. Last night when i talked to you, it was like old times. When you said you had to go, I said goodbye, You [..more..]
02-03-12(0:32:58)
I feel trspped. Like the stress is taking over my life. One thing after another has happened this week. It all tumbled downhill rapidly. If it’s not one thing, it’s another. And when things are easy for awhile, they always get tough again. I would like to believe that you go through tough times for [..more..]
01-03-12(23:37:57)
I love you, When you talk to me I get butterflies! You say you like me yet do you? I wish you really did love me,I feel like s*** when we don’t talk and when i see your name on my phone my day is lifted again, I feel important to you, Well I did! [..more..]