happy tears.
Have you ever just been happy for no reason? You just feel calm, like nothing bad can ever happen to you. Like when you are riding in the back of the car, and you look back and see the stars and you feel so full of life. Or when you are listening to that music [..more..]
I Now Realize………
It’s been five months since I moved away from my home, the place I belonged.Or I thought that I belonged.For you see, in the five months that I have been away, I have begon to realize that all the people I thought I knew, were just using me for one reason or another.Sadly befor I [..more..]
sweet death
life asked death “why do people love me and hate you” death said to life “because you are a beautiful lie and i’m the ugly truth”…..that right there just show just how f***ed up people can be they would rather believe a lie than the truth we sit aroud and act like everything is fine [..more..]
insecure
Has anyone else ever felt….. insecure? Like no one wants you to call their own? That how i feel…. I feel like the ugliest thing in america. I know it’s unhealthy to think of myself that way.. but its true..My life is based on love.. You know, boyfriends/girlfriends,but lately.. ive felt so ugly that i [..more..]
Frustrated
Today I feel frustrated. I text my friend and pretty much told her to watch my boyfriend while he goes to Vegas. The previous week I found out that he slept with his daughters mom and now she maybe pregnant. I was frustrated and have been trying to hide all the feelings I feel. So [..more..]
he loves me, he loves me not.
There is this boy that I love very much. And I get along with him so well in the classroom. We flirt and talk to each other and he asked me if I had ever kissed a boy. He makes me feel like a lovely girl. And then I see him outside school, and I [..more..]
Why?
I got this friend of mine, he is a guy, today I went to the park and the girl I asked out was there (she said no) My friend and the girl I asked out started to make up stuff about me and say it out loud. In a minute or so everyone started to [..more..]
where do psychopathic children come from?
sitting on a swing all alone, no body to hold her hand through her mind flow thoughts of killing off the world she is young, but she knows that all people are danger in a world where being a child, means getting hit for misbehavior. random dreams of stabbing people with knives and machetes waking [..more..]
saturday february 02 2013
tomorrow is shaquella birthday one of the birthday children of February vodka vodka vodka can this be a relaxing mode now like taking it easy let me do the riding circle motion soothing barreras massarging walls
What..
My bestfriend is like seriously mad over me leaving him for another friend. He means a lot to me and I would never replace him, but I’m allowed to have other friends toooooo, I love making new friendships and talking to new people and he can’t stop me from doing that. I will always be [..more..]