Posted by Anonymous on 2019/11/02 under Love I met you my first day of my new school in art class, we didn’t really talk because I was new and it just wasn’t a good idea. A couple weeks down the road we started kinda talking but it wasn’t nothing to serious because we were both in relationships and I was in 10th grade and you were in 12th. The semester ends and we don’t see each other anymore because we didn’t have any classes together. The school year goes by and then the summer comes along and we both ended our relationships with the people we were with. I sent you a friend request on Facebook thinking nothing would happen and you messaged me and we talked for hours on end getting to know each other. Then you ask me out on a date to your favorite place The ledges and the first night I got home from being with my grandma all summer you took me out and it was amazing you were so sweet and nice and you just made me so happy. Our relationship goes on I meet your family and friends and when I turned 18 we decided that I would stay with you and that is where it started to go down hill. We were together all the time. I started skipping school a lot. We were together 24/7 with work and living together we never had our own space to breathe. Then Christmas 2017 you decided to move back in with your mom and it pissed me off because we couldn’t stay together anymore I wasn’t aloud to spend the night. I got over it and we hung out constantly still and I grew on your moms side of the family I was always over there with your little sisters hanging out with them and just doing mostly everything. At this point I met your entire family. We still were constantly getting into fights because we worked together and I wasn’t going to school. During one point in time you broke up with me and it took a huge toll on me and then a couple hours went by and you came back and said you were sorry and you didn’t want to be without me so we got back together. Then summer 2018 happened your mom finally stated letting me spend the night with you but you had to sleep on the couch but I was still okay with that at least I got to be with you that all that matter. At first it was every weekend then it started turning into 3 to 4 days, then I would spend the whole week over there. If I didn’t work and you did I would just hang out with your family and I loved it. I felt like I had two little sisters that I loved dearly. Then after I was spending weekends there you started acting weird like something was up we were constantly fighting and I just had a gut feeling. So I decided to go through your phone and I caught you cheating on me twice and I confronted you about it and you ending up turning it all on me and blaming me for it and I took the blame and it crushed me to pieces. Then our relationship got better (I thought). Everything seemed to be going fine we were doing okay we both got different job by then. Christmas 2018 I got a surprise from your mom and you guys were taking me to Florida and Disney!! I was so excited it was my first time ever flying and going to Florida. It made me so happy that your family took me and loved me so much that they would do that for me. I am still grateful for that. It was an amazing time except when we fought. I hated when we would fight because in the end I was the one getting blamed for it. After we got back from Florida everything was going okay. May and June were okay months you started getting distant from me and I could see it and it hurt me so bad I started getting in a really dark place and I decided it was time for me to get back on antidepressants. Then July happened we went up north for 4th of July weekend. It was amazing we had a great time together and I thought we were okay but I was wrong you started talking to this girl named Jamiee and you told me that she was engaged but you were constantly talking to her and you kept blowing me off and you didn’t want to hangout or see me and I knew something was up but I was trying my hardest to believe you and not think anything of it towards the end of July you wanted to take a week break so we weren’t talking, seeing each other, nothing. It literally drove me crazy because the last night we spent together you were on a call with her and then she started blowing up your phone that night after you came to bed, you didn’t touch me or anything you just went to bed you didn’t even kiss me goodnight. We woke that next morning and you took me to my appointment and that’s when we started our break after the appointment. I had to stop myself from texting you because I missed you so much then I did. That Sunday I texted you asking when we were going to hangout and you told me you didn’t want me anymore and I begged you to not leave me. You weren’t going to tell me till that Tuesday when the break was over. That night you told me you didn’t love me anymore and that you lost feelings for me. But you promised that you just wanted to be single and I accepted it. It was 9 days before our two years. Then about a week later you got into a relationship with jamiee you promised you weren’t going to date her and that she was engaged but I know it wasn’t true and you were just making that up so you could cheat on me for a third time. I finally accepted it. I was glad that you were happy. But now it’s been three months since we broke up and I have an amazing guy that I’ve been dating for over a month now. He treats me like a queen, he literally would die for me. I was in a really dark place and I thought the boy I was with loved me and that’s how he showed it and I believed I was always wrong because I had feelings. We were together for two years and he is my first love and will always be it. We did so many things together and his family made me one of their own. But I’m glad that I’m out of the relationship because I couldn’t take it anymore.