Posted by Anonymous on 2019/06/08 under Life so what of today ? what kinda day did i have, i went shopping, got steak,sausages, carrots, caw lee flower, banana, peachs or is it peaches? ? i never learned to spell the word.
Distracted by a movie with Helen Mirren. Anyway where was i oh yes, there was a busker in town singing a bob Dylan folk song. It wasn't a popular one but i knew it. There was a foreign woman calling out " hello darling" selling the big issue. I told her its too expensive at two fifty and it should be one. She looked at me with a smile of discontent. In fact she looked at me like i was a great big piece of poop on the end of a stick, It made me feel like it was pointless even talking to her. Sometimes you cannot win or feel good with whatever you do, people can always bring you down no matter what. Got some turmeric its good for inflammation Apparently, allegedly supposedly. These words ending in ly annoy me. I'm giving away books, old ones, children's ones, ones i`ve read or have no use for. Need to de clutter this bedroom i`m living in which was my sisters.
Argh i just feel bleh blah. The boredom seeps into my brain like i don't know water?
like heroin the boredom seeps into my brain like heroin. I`m getting worst at writing, WORST? argh. Just give up. I`m hungry, all day i have been this way, no idea what is it. Maybe i am becoming extremely obese. Morbidly horribly obese like a fat man living on a cake. Diving deep into the chocolate sponge like a scuba diver. This is turning into a ramble of nonsense and incoherent trash. How did i forget to smell incoherent in all its incoherence is with an E a E i must Remember the E. Back to my mindless day of utter irrelevant crap, I bought two packets of jelly babies from the Indian shop. The younger woman is very smiley and friendly, unlike her parents who seem like utter twat waffles at times.
I masturbated tonight, over a woman and man having wild sex in a big house on the beach, behind their husband and wife`s back. Its just so wrong its bad. I get tempted to watch this kinda s*** from time to time, forever transfixed in a world of lusty cheap loser filled sex. I`m single its what i do. Nothing to kiss or touch nothing emptying my nut sack, oh god i`m so romantic a classy piece of work ain`t i. I started to watch a Spanish movie but it pissed me off reading subtitles tonight, usually i`m fine with it but not tonight. Deep sigh, i can hear the traffic on the main road and my fingers typing on this keyboard that has the letter 8 missing. I lie its not missing its just come off and i cannot seem to stick it back on. How terribly exciting huh right, Anyways i`m gonna de clutter this room in a thorough manner, my fathers old letters to me and my sister need to go i thinks. Distracted yet again by the tell lie vision. I am all over the place this dark evening, where was i? what was i thinking? I am hungry again like a fat guy usually is. Need to take up jogging again. Bugs bugs there are more bugs now its hot. Little black ones i think they are damp bugs. Creepy crawlies, who wants them right? what silly twit would ever want these little cretins wondering around in the house. Like an uninvited guest at Christmas, or the family member who makes false promises. Parallel parking is what i learned on my last driving lesson. Oh that was random.
A friend just messaged me. She is in a hotel and said the hotel lift almost gives you whiplash. She is eating ali nazik which is Turkish food. Alinazik kebab, or simply alinazik, is a home-style Turkish dish which is a specialty of the Gaziantep province of Turkey. It is made from smoked and spiced eggplant, grilled and then pureed, topped with cubes of sauteed lamb, previously seasoned and marinated. I just copied that from Wikipedia. Eggplant, what is it with Americans and eggplant? we don`t even call it that here. Aubergine is what we English call it.
She is looking at a sunset she said it looks amazing. I asked her what colours the sunset is. she said " pink orange purple blue red teh whole sky its like a blanket over the reg sky a fine horizon at the bottom" What is the name of that yellow plant that grows high in fields and comes off on your clothes?. I will have to ask my mum what it is because i cant remember.