i feel like i m zombie nor i hav a will to live nor i hav guts to die my life is not hard, its just i dont feel alive i m scared becoz of my list of phobias i m scared to face the world to people i m scared to get lost and would never b able to find myself i really feel lost, i don't knw but i m just low and lonely i want to run and hide and just disappear people say i think alot and i m a negative person, now i think may b i m, but its just becoz i m not happy or i m just scared, the counselor said its all in my mind but thats the prblm i cant control my mind.
you’ve figured it out mate that’s what it means to be human you have just realized your place in the world and the weight came down hard on you
so now you can either choose to conform to everyone else or follow your own path either ways you’ve finally seen the truth and its scary but now that you know it it should make you happier