Posted by Anonymous on 2018/11/14 under Family Necronauts, I just had two aloo chats from Trader Joes that were warm and tasty. (Like a mediterrennean hot pocket). But I still feel so hungry and so craving and I just want to keep eating but there is nothing to eat here. There are some things. Like rice, for instance, but I want like a cake. I want to re-live all of my birthdays in one birthday so I can just get rid of this stupid nostalgia (it's not stupid, it's trying to tell Ullrich something). But it feels, bothersome because it is just trying to stave off the intimacy of death because it feels a little too intimate. I am in here. Asking for the Allmighty God to remove these cravings from my physical beingness, to remove the ugly feelings that are trying to trick me to eat more, steal more and just get more all together so we can fill this big ugly empty holelessness inside of us. I pray that the allmighty father might create an emptiness in me so deep that there is nothing that I can fill it with. But only learns that to give is to relieve oneself of the desire to give. I pray that God is with Ullrich and all sentient beings and the species therein, no matter how much differeance that each species shares, we can discover a unity in the jungle of the soul without attempting to save the world. God is the world and the world is God. I am powerlessness. I am powerlessness. I am powerlessness. And there is nothing I can do to change this experiential-existence. Listening to the listening-listeners. Thank the service of being for Ullrich. Silently Anonymous, -The Archer