I just don't feel the same way anymore. I got too fed up with all the drama and the lies and the promises you couldn't keep, the promises you kept breaking. I feel bad, bad because i can't love you when i had wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. I just don't see it anymore. Some argue that when you are young you don't know what you want, you don't know anything at all. Maybe they were right, possibly i was wrong. But i am fed up. I'm fed up with the way you treat me. The way you had and have been treating me. I can't hurt you though so i'm scared to end this. Part of me wants it to be over, part of me doesn't. I don't know anymore. I can't do this to you. I can't out you through the same pain you once put me. So i'll wait. I'll just wait. The way i always have
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