Posted by Anonymous on 2012/12/21 under Uncategorized teah I am back no sex but i’m cool with the help of the filling of GOD in me sex is every where but here with me sex must don’t like me or something else foot hurt lil b**** of me music good though surrounding medium not chilled but separated I can’t get married yes I love the world and all that is in it but I love me too marrage scares me because I don’t think I can do it right to no man because I like people and if someone and my self find our selves together and the stars are write I don’t want toooooo cheat on my husband even if he wants me to plus they my husband might not appreciate me plus the nigga might try are carry me like hee my husband and I think I can do what ever I like f*** my wife Marcia she’s on her own so how can I marry that and be stuck every thing is in both of our names plus when you get to be around people and like seeing them knowing their alive then they go away no matter who it is everybody has their god including me I don’t know about their god but my GOD is that true nigga chiefs but that’s between him and I but funny how I am not surppose to have filling or reactions or opinions just when I need you or might need you you better be there and you better be able to help me or do as I ask I can understand if every man here earth is in a relationship then we don’t need to talk or meet separated from your relationship does not mean move on and be with some one else because that just hurt some body because now she wants you back or you and her wants to get back together that will leave that next person alone but now here is some on for them so all is good learn from that and don’t do it again next time might be a little different and if you males don’t like me because I smoke wake up people have reactions this is our or my first time being alive on earth the world judging me because disliking me or my smoke your hair might bother me or your fingernails might hurt me but hay that’s you and what you like so do you just don’t hurt nobody to get to where you are going and lying to people is a trap that some people use some people may all ready know the answer but yet ask you questions just toooooo see what you are going to say so they can say you said that trap I like this dude because of what he said to me nonames yeah cool cool with the right way you know how can you be raise correctly when every since you can remember every body treating you like you better be greate to me and you bet not think twice when I think that I am better than you your beneath me and my surrounding and i’m like who are you you look like a human to me I no I am good but I am just as bad but I am trying to see life and all that it has for me hope this is the last bad attitude I have to deal with and hope you got it out all on me so the next person can chill trying to put sex filling asleep keeps bothering me I can’t be a teacher because things scares me plus if something happens to me while I am with them I don’t want them to be blamed unless they did it even then don’t worry because judgement day is for all all truth out if your innocent then don’t worry but we are going to put that over there traps some people only come around just to see what you are going to say and do trap evea you want me or you don’t don’t hold me why you shop around and compare me to see who you think is better look all I know is that if we fill good together let’s start with that if we start disliking each other then we have to roll out and think for a while and see were we want to be if the connection is gone then let’s not hold each other down let’s be free to find our love because GOD and the heaven and stars put it in this world for us all but some time you find it to late or don’t find it at all traps some people know who your soul mate is and they try to keep you apart but they look like every day people you might have a idea of who your soul mate is or is trying to figure who your soulmate is I have no freaking clue who my soul mate is because I fill a connection with a few male people I wonder if I would smoke if I was around a nigga probly would I don’t know if smoking around children because I remember when I was little and I was sleep and I woke up to the smell and it was a cigarette I was angry because I could not breath but as I got older I thought hay my nose work because I smelled that cigarette because at first I just smelled something I can’t explain it had no smell but cigaretes let me know that I am here my senses work or are starting to work I exercise so freaking hard yet my f***ing stomach that I love so much won’t straighten out for me I don’t care if it poke out or get flat with musciles in spots I love my stomach it has just been big for a long time I would like to see how I look with a flat stomach and see if my stomach get sick a lot like it do now new year’s is coming and that’s a good time to get that kiss but some people are scared to kiss like they don’t like or respect where your mouth has been so they think you dirty and they are clean but we are all the same so f***ing kiss people and keep kiss until you like it people can kill something on this earth but they can’t kiss you or eat your boodie good tell you enjoy it a lot I remember this time I did it to this boy and I did it to him but didn’t suck him and when he left I say dang I should have sucked on him because I don’t know if he is going to come back and that was my chance to have all of him to do every thing I wanted to do to him so now if I fill like I want to taste a male in my choice of places I am but men talk to much they tell their sex life to much unless yall are sharing the girl and yall talking about the way she made each of you fill that’s to much talk to her yall are doing it plus girls like it when men talk to us even gay girls like when men talk to them my mother Phyllis or the woman that has been here since I was little is so hard on me killing your self is a sin but she sneakly picks with me she challenge me and she plays with people lives judgement day yes sir I know but what about the discomfort she is putting me through now my soul does not fill like it can take it until then no I don’t know when judgement day is it maybe tomorrow for all I know but she just keep doing it every day in some type of way people already do this to me I need GOD around me or his angels around me at times yall are all I have to comfort myself with I just would like to find my treasure box here on earth so we can party different ways maybe a year with buying everything that everybody like getting people cars trucks bikes everything with wheels and a running engine wow big drinks big bottles lot’s of bottles smiling faces drugs of my choice as much as I want tips flying in the air people filling good music bumpin the air is all kinds of right the chemistry is right people falling in love people getting numbers for later that night hay some people leavin now with they likes good things to eat and drink every freaking day for all until the end of time police falling in love and lovin people the get to go to every sports event of their choice everybody family is happy with the amount of money they have until the end of time we all have all the clothes and shoes and footwear they want everybody just chilling from now until the end of time we have fought hard to get to were we are and now we should be able to enjoy our selves and have no worries at all