BIG FAT FAIL
I am the kind of person that wants good grades but does not want to have to study because I lose all patience. I have nightmares about school. I sweat about it. My stomach literally gets sick about it. I get to the point where I actually throw up due to the stress sometimes. I [..more..]
I can save you but i can’t reach you
I hate my gf, my job, my house, my life. Blessed with the motivation but not the means i feel tormented that I have a way to change the whole world the very fabric of human life and yet i am cursed to see my dreams slip through my hands i can’t stand it
I’m so lonely I could ‘cry’
I am alone in the world. I have no friends. I am no good at making friends, so I gave up trying a long time ago. It was a result of crippling shyness from an early age and a destroyed confidence that made me an outsider. Don’t get me wrong, I want friends but people [..more..]
Engaged, But In Love With Another Man
I am engaged to a man that my entire family adores. He as a lot of money, and a great job. He is nice, but never appreciates the things I do. About two months ago, I met another man who was new at the office. He is amazing. He calls me beautiful, and treats me [..more..]
I wish
Sometimes I wish I could go back in time and redo everything. Girl you were my entire world, without you I was/ am completely lost. I hurt you more than any man could bare to live through I will be sorry until the day I die. I wish you had the courage to take me [..more..]
Lost and Confuse
It feels like I am six feet under, I might as well be. I recently graduated from college. I lost my job and me. I moved out of my mom’s place and moved in with my boyfriend because I was mentally stressed out. Living with my mom was very stressful. I had to take care [..more..]
Take Control…but how?
I’m hoping to do a better job of opening myself to loving myself and trying to accept myself. I think I treat myself pretty damn s***ty. I allow myself to settle far to often. I really do want more for myself. I just allow myself to get caught up on things in my past. I [..more..]
Made a mistake
Made a huge mistake. Got a new job, under a lot of pressure, have way too big of a target and I succumbed to it. I put money instead of integrity first. Tried to pull a fast one and got caught. Now maybe I can’t even sell much to them. I’m very sorry and I’ve [..more..]
What’s Wrong With me?
I’m trying to figure out what the hell has gone wrong with my life… I feel like I do not have anybody to share my thoughts or anything. I’m married, my husband loves me.. But things are never the same they used to be. I too love him,but there is something wrong. I just feel [..more..]
Tying me down
Don’t get me wrong, I love my family. If anything happened any of them I would be distraught. However, I just cannot flipping stand them sometimes. Not “them” collectively. Just different ones at different times. I can just sense when my mother or father are looking for a dig or fight. And the worst thing, [..more..]