I’m trying to figure out what the hell has gone wrong with my life… I feel like I do not have anybody to share my thoughts or anything. I’m married, my husband loves me.. But things are never the same they used to be. I too love him,but there is something wrong.
I just feel so left out. I’m the youngest of a family with 4 children. I have 2 sisters and one brother. They are much elder to me. Everything was fine till I did my O/Ls. But things turned wrong after I did my A/Ls. I used to be a very bright student. Then I joined my job, got caught to many bad people, and my parents wanted me to marry young. I got married at the age of 23 and I’m still 25. I lost the best period of my life. At the time of getting married we had nothing. But we applied for so many loans and bought a house and a vehicle after a lot of suffering. I do not enjoy my job, but cant get rid of it because of the loans.
I’m very sorry to hear that, I too feel somewhat that way, tho I have a girlfriend. Remember this, “This too shall pass”, sometimes I feel like I just want to be out in the world having fun, enjoying myself and meeting new people, that is the best thing for life, if you ever get out of that relationship ( marriage ), enjoy your life to the fullest, you’ll get a better job just work towards it. I have no idea who you are, but I wish that you are truly happy with yourself, don’t give up yet things will get better. Have a great day:) Whoever you are! 🙂