DEATH. TRAPPED. INSECURE. UNLOVED.

I have so many things to express, but I can’t seem to put it in words.. Just sum up everything people talk about on this website… that’s what I feel.. I need help. I need help now. I have to get out of here… I’m trapped in a small space where no human will ever [..more..]

A title can’t describe this

I can’t entirely describe this feeling I have. You see if I tell you the whole story between us than it would be way to long. the sum up would also be long. But I’ll skip the past and go to the present. I loved you for 5 years now. Even though we weren’t dating. [..more..]

22-08-11(23:59:29)

right thats it, im done puttin my life on hold for sum1 who will never want me the way i want her, she see’s me as a friend and from now on a friend is at she’s gonna et nothing more and im gonna start enjoyin myself n stoppin myself likin other people coz im [..more..]

08-08-11(15:37:56)

i hate liking sum1 to the point that u no ur being a stupid bi*ch by flirtng but no matter how many times ya tell ur self not 2 ya do it anyway!2 years later ya’d swear i’d learn by now pfttt but no not me, i clearly like feeling like sh*t everytime she sleeps [..more..]

think i’ve just realised im holding out for someone who doesnt really no who or what she wants, she says she thinks its best if we just stay friends but she rings me and would be on the phone for hours just talking and we wuld end up falling asleep on the phone to each [..more..]