23-03-12(0:59:01)

Me and this guy have been hooking up for a while. He is not just somebody but my best guy friend. We both have a thing for each other but no one really says anything. I don’t want to start a relationship with him just yet but I want my first time to be with [..more..]

29-02-12(1:34:40)

Who knows??? Who thinks they know me??? You don’t really know me, they only know the fake mask I put on every morning. You don’t know who I want to be, you don’t know who I really am or what I have been thru, lots of things just suck! but if you really do know [..more..]

15-12-11(1:28:16)

Great. I’m forced into writing some really stupid ass song for a completely worthless video project that only a few people will look at, and will have nothing to do with me. And my Dad is playing harmonica. There can’t be any words. It also can’t totally suck, apparently. And right now, as I have [..more..]

Why does life suck?…

Why does life suck? Why can’t it rewind back eight months? Why isn’t my Mom getting better? Why oh Why does God make things happen?

Why Why do I allow you to do this to me….. Why do I allow you to suck me in each and every time…… I hate you for it……Is it so bloody hard to tell the truth to tell a person how you really feel whether its what I want to hear or not…… It [..more..]