I feel I want to die I took 53 pills and its not working what the f*** do I have to do to die I hate life I feel I should take out every one that made me mad and sad but f*** it I will just take my self out of life How I [..more..]
Today I’m Really Wishing I Hadn’t Screw Things Up With My Dad He Trys To Make Everything Right Again But I Never Let Him I’m Teird Of Lying And Fighting I Want My Life Back And Everything Else I Had My Freinds My Hopes My Dreams I Thought This Was The Life I Wanted But [..more..]
This is a whole different feeling, this is not a guy I could wish to be with but a guy i could be with. He’s my age – not usually my type – but still I’m loving it. He likes me and I know he does because he’ve told and i could just tell by [..more..]
Well these last few weeks have been hard but i think i’m figuring it out. It’s hard for me to mange my stress i usally just turn the music up as loud as i can but lately it hasnt worked so i turned to my freinds and family well they didnt get the hint that [..more..]
I’ve made a point of being selfless since I was a child. Now all of my friends are falling in love with my self-absorbed, useless leach of a “best friend” and I don’t have the self respect to tell her to leave me alone.