What happened to happiness?
Parents are suppose to give you unconditional love right? But when that unconditional love becomes very conditional, do you feel loved at all? No. You feel like you’re not good enough, you get scared. You are upset, and people tell you “it could be worse” well yes, it could but that doesn’t mean this doesn’t [..more..]
I have no right to live
Well, I have a normal life. But the thing is I’m awfully single and guys around me have friends who are girls and chat with them for a long time that I feel let down by my fate. I can’t judge my appearance – I mean if I’m good looking or not, but why is [..more..]
My Life Is F***ed Up.
Okay, so….My mother has cheated on my father, my father tried to kill himself and I cut myself. SUCH A HAPPY FAMILY RIGHT HERE. The most annoying thing my parents try make it out to be and it’s so not and they don’t even know what they’re doing to me.
Parents Care
I think all of us have argued with our parents before. Sometimes about who we want to date or hang out with other times where we just want to hang out. The point is that even tough they can seem uptight or down right annoying they are just looking out for us. They care about [..more..]
ending it
tonight, everyone is going to get what they wanted. i’m finally going to do something right, and i’m finally going to make everyone happy. tonight, i’m going to kill myself.
26-04-12(18:06:10)
Sometime I may not know what to do exactly. Am I thinking too much or am I right about why his attitude may be like this. You know what’s best, I had so many things in my mind and yet I can’t write it or tell him. Right now I have a very very good [..more..]
26-02-12(22:03:34)
We played around and watched a movie and just talked, like best friends would usually do. Then I got really tired and just laid down. So did he. Next thing I knew our lips were crashing together and all my thoughts were gone. Like I forgot how to speak and it was just me and [..more..]
13-02-12(3:01:22)
Somewhere deep down inside me and currently right now I just wish I could die and get it over with. Because that is what we are here for right? To do stuff then die? The ultimate goal in life Is death, so why prolong it?
With a bf,friends,family why do I feel down a lot of the time. How can I feel lonely. I don’t have the right to feel down. But somehow do.