Happiness is in the air

Ahh I just published my first bit of writing, I’ve been watching the views on it like a mad-woman. It isn’t real of course, just some fanfiction, but reguardless I’m hopelessly excited.

I wish I wasin’t this way

How do I be happy? Is life just built up with lies? are comforts just a lie? Do people tell you things just to make the bad things disappear for a little while. karma? Is that real? What is real anymore. I’m done.

A friend has just disappointed me. For real. I mean she’s a very good friend for me, but the fact that she’s kissing with my roomie on my back even doe she knows he has a girlfriend. AHH it’s just, I’m not mad, well maybe a little bit. It’s just that it’s sad, it changes [..more..]