disconnect with mom
well it just tugs at me on my heart that i have no relationship with my mom. i just want to say that i cannot have that toxicity around me anymore. Everyday is a struggle trying to be positive, focus on positives and then something or the other happens that remind me of my parents [..more..]
forgive forgive forgive
i need to forgive i have to forgive, otherwise its going to kill me. its not like I dont have anything to ask for forgiveness for .. i need forgiveness myself, i need forgiveness. Please forgive me my Lord. i send my blessings to ppl who have abused me, put me down, ruined my career, [..more..]
My world……..a
Everyday seems like groundhog day for the ppl around me but not for me. Being honest and harmless makes me appear the “outcast” in my social demographic simply because I don’t want to get drunk every night and talk the same sh*t that ppl talk with no meaning attached. I don;t want to generalise but [..more..]
Tanha
Tanha the best couple ever its a fact n noone cn deny it.I wonder hw cn people forget Sneha so easily specially those who claimed to love her so much.How come suddenly all the love has turned into hatred.Why does noone find out the real reason for her quitting.Doesn’t she deserve the love and admiration [..more..]
dumb boyfriend
why do ppl lie about stuff like if she the girl u cheat on me with like just say it like it was years ago im pass it just as long as u not messing with her n ya real r friend than just tell me the more u lie the less i belive u [..more..]
invisible reflection
ok so i know wat ppl say tht jus becuz im young tht i cant have problems. my mom expect me to be hert perfect thirteen year old daughter that she never had, and my dad expects me to be anyone but me. yeah i get it im clumsy, quiet, shy, wear dark colors, and [..more..]
11-05-12(21:10:02)
“I am not a positive individual right now babe….we can talk about it when we get home.” You saying that annoys me. A lot. I try and be positive and s*** for you all the f***ing time and the ONE time I WANT you to make me feel better you don’t/can’t. Just goes to show [..more..]
life is a term il never come to understand.. i dont understand this life wats the point behind it…were always hurtin….frustration confusion and agony cant seem to stay distant to me i can never come close to the term happiness and if i did it just never lasts life is tough and were only young [..more..]